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went driving around, had to showcase some skills! LOL!

was going to head to Classic Skate Shop to cop me these; but a little late on time :(




also went to rite aid to look for the new issue of XXL magazine. motherfuckers didn't have it though >:/

A New Day

Wooooooooooo!! i think i drank all my feelings away last night lol. i'm feeling much better now :)

of course i gotta give credit to Kim lol ^_^

aside from the bullshit, my moms just got home from vietnam, our tenants upstairs just moved also. gonna take pics of the place soon, and if all goes well maybe i'll be the one living upstairs! yaaaa digggg.

AC ON FULL BLAST!

i've always been wanting to update this blog of mine, but i always seem to forget lol! or get lazy ;(

well lately it been feeling like its fucking summertime! what the hell happened to spring? we skipped FALL str8 to WINTER, and now we skipped SPRING right to SUMMER! the fucks going on MotherEarth? i've been sweating like an asian working in a shoe factory!

speaking of shoes, i decided to cut the addiction of buying kicks a bit *tear tear*. you begin to notice its a waste of money when you have pairs you haven't even get the chance to wear. plus i have enough to last me a lifetime so its all good!

since my mom has been gone i guess me and my pops has gotten a little closer; even though there has been a lack of food in the house :(. its actually a good thing since i've gotten back to working out YUP! .. lets just hope this motivation lasts longer than a few weeks lol

Motherfucking Chimi's

earlier today we went far out our way to pick up some sandwiches from this spanish spot "chimi's restaurant". i bought 5 to go for my pops, 4 bucks per. me being the trusty person i am; i didn't bother counting.. fuckers ended up giving only 4! LOL! i guess it doesn't matter much to me cause honestly these sandwiches should be costing 7 atleast, but the fact that they straight played me cause i had a confuse face on when they spoke to me in spanish. THE FUCKS WIT THAT?! haha.

we head out to Minado's afterwards, which is a japanese buffet, i had my birthday at this spot before. the bill came out to 96? my bro treated so yeah :). i got fulled quickly, i didn't eat much but some sushi. oh my gahhhh's first time having avacodo roll, thats MY shit! and its embarrassing to say but i ended up having to poop.. ;x thats how badly my stomach was hurting, after the shitting session i felt like i was ready to eat some more! but the place was closing! LOL! we came about 50 minutes before closing time, so yeah we were a bit rushed, its all good the food was great :)

we literally stacked up mad plates and just brought it to our table cause the kitchen was close and everything. and then Cathy brought up about how we were committing sins, "GREED" she said... because we are eating much more than we can handle, and yada yada. i do agree, and i'm in need of repent, i think the spanish spot jerking me for a sandwich is Gods way of punishing me for grabbing more food than i could finish @ the buffet. >.<



PS.

i notice whenever i buy something i never check if the right amount is there. people could be jerking me for my change all the time and i would have not known. i need to start counting! lol especially with me being asian and all..

Why Do You Have To Yell?

holy motherfucker! i swear man, i know life will be hard living once my mom leaves to vietnam for a month or so; due to the fact that she does all the cleaning and cooking. but i really question on how much i'll miss her. a part of me thinks it'll be relaxing on everyone's part. all she did these past few days is bitching and yapyapyap. i wonder why she can't communicate like a regular human being.

just yesterday she asked me to set an alarm for her, and i did. for some reason the alarm suddenly went off, she asked "whys it ringing?" i told her i set it to 5:30 AM like she told me but for some reason it went off. she then blacked out saying "how the hell can you not know? its ringing and i told you to put it at 5:30, it's 9" and she proceeded to yell, throw insults, and bitched at me. i set it like how she wanted me to, how the fuck am i suppose to know why the stupid alarm rang? she could've spoken nicely and i would've went to see what happened, but she chose to yell so i went and shut off the clock period, a part of me was ready to take that shit and bashed it infront of her face. i chose to held back and not cause a scene... its just that she gets me frustrated :/

i don't wanna say that i'm happy to not hear her voice for a month, cause god forbid something might happen... and i wish she'll have a safe trip. a part of me is still worried cause i won't be by her side, i'll just have to rely on my uncle to look out for her.

my relationship with my mom has been a weird one. she definitely stresses me out. at times i rather not spark a conversation with her cause i know it'll lead to her yelling and mouthing off, and it shouldn't be that way. i just wanna know why shes quick to point out my negatives and talk shit about me to her friends.

other parents keep the negative shit about their children within the family, but my mom chooses to share my personal life to the public. not only that but she chooses to compare me to everyone and let me know how better kids they are. sorry i'm not as great as them. i don't like who i am either, i know i'm in need of change.

i don't wanna blame my parents, i love them to death but i do think their way of raising someone was done very poorly. i can only learn from them and hope not to make the same mistakes. maybe all her lashing out is just mid-life crisis, and stress that shes going through. i want this vacation to go well for her, she hasn't been on one in a long while.

Happy 1st Birthday To Aivy's Son

my nigga mike just called me up and ask if i were attending to aivy's party, sadly i'm not. i feel fucked up in a sense but its funny cause i weren't invited to her baby shower.

of course thats not why i'm not going. it's mainly because noone i know of is going to be there, and i hate feeling out of place. sorry if thats not a good enough reason but its all i got haha. that and my hair is woooooooolllfffffin' right now! :(

MY BIG UPDATE!

wow! i remember creating this site the beginning of 09 to update myself on my "new years resolution" progress. what is it? lose weight. how did it go? failure.

early march, a couple of my close friends (sharon, mike, kristine, reneil, viet, jimmy) all was down to join a gym together, something i was looking forward to. we even checked out several places and settled with one, only problem was that WE NEVER SIGNED UP! what the hell happened? i asked but had no specific detailed answers lol. summer is near by and i realize i can't count on them! time to work out by my damn self, loner status :(

i know being slim is nearly impossible for my body type. not like i have a pair of skinny jeans i'm trying to suffocate my balls into anyway haha. my main focus is to lose a good 10-15 lbs, alot of fat area needs to be gone foreally reals! i'm trying to chill on the beach topless and let the sun beam down and cause sweat to drizzle down some abs dammit! lmao jk x]

i'm not very internet-popular, and most of my friends don't even use the computer. but from this day on forth i'll try to update regularly when possible, even though its just entertainment to myself lol; so i apologize before hand since most the stuff will be about my personal interests >_<


PS
my update weren't so "big" afterall lol