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my heart is hurt right now

its like you fucking digged inside me and ripped out my heart..

texting didn't work... calling didn't either

all i'm looking for is you telling me we're through... i'm sorry if i didn't tend to you like how i should. i fucking apologize. what the fuck happened to you saying you'd always be there?

i know i'm fucked up right now, and i know i'll be able to move on.. i just don't want to let some great go away from me... therefore i need you to confirm that it won't work out.

i know i'm not good enough for you, don't deserve you, and you could find someone better.. but i can't help but to want to be the one for you. why did it take you to leave for me to realize this?

i've drunk alot today to cope with this pain.. i'm not feeling any better thus far. i miss you... i know life goes on, but from this day forward i will put love on hold.

"i don't know what to do, so i drown in my drink
it helps to numb the pain, cause when i sit and think about it
eyes get clouded, thoughts gets crowded
so i'ma sit right here, wait for you to talk about it"