truthfully i'm hurt still i choose to not show it
around fakeness but i can't expose em
nor leave it unnotice.., this too strong for me to hold in
so i solo out from those i once rolled wit
i feel i'm the best yet noone can top me
why when i'm depress i wanna pop e?
its makes the pain not exist for a limited time,
than maximizes that pain by a million times
lord give me in a sign, i need a stepping stone
or some time to myself i needa be left alone
i wanna make it work i'm thinking how
its too late, its different now
i see my close friends wit a different crowd
on a slope i'm slippin down
goin back and forth doesn't work i just need ya to listen now

moms stressing me wit this school shit
looking down on myself like i won't be successful as the ones i went to school with